24 hrs aint enough

i like how time really flies...

so sorry that i didn't update & reply to emails and everything cuz i have absolutely no time at all..for the past weeks at least

hopefully the following weeks will be better

i have like so many assignments and quizzes that are due this wk & i haven't touched them yet! argh

plus i joined AIESEC( go google it) & it has been really amazing so far. all the meetings and hrs time spent are definitely worth it. ooh i joined fencing too! once a week but i missed the session last wk. lol i shall go dutifully tmr. i enjoy it so far... it allows ya to poke and jab ppl intentionally

and my weekends are really packed as well..have been in other uk states for the past weekends actually. went to oxford. then york. then loughborough for a conference last wk.

the conference was truly amazing. it was like an induction conference for new AIESEC members & i had a hell lot of fun there. haha update yall when im back. which is pretty soon actually. i'll be back in s'pore soon before i know it. haha & ive started to miss s'pore now! the food, my bed, family and friends. sigh. well, it's not that i ain't having fun here.. just that sometimes ya dont have someone close to talk to. cuz you make sooooo many friends but none are on a personal level yet. just random talks..for fun..you know what i mean. it's so hard to strike a chemistry with others cuz i always compare them to my close friends in s'pore. haha anw it's rly awesome meeting so many international ppl from all over the world. ppl from like germany,romania,macau,malaysia,greece,cyprus and so on. hanging out with singaporeans may be comfortable, but somehow it defeats the purpose of going abroad to study. oh well, it's about being in ur comfort zone or stepping out i guess.

i think i should find my focus once again. cuz i've been all over the place and done things i shouldn't have done. i guess it's about sticking to your principles and not wavering.

& it's so weird that i'm losing weight. like seriously. i don't wanna be as skinny as joy. i can almost see my rib cage. & i eat so much actually. think cuz i walk so much everyday that whatever i eat is being burnt out. plus i eat irregularly. fyi, i havent been cooking at all! sigh, the food outside is really unhealthy and expensive. gotta do something bout it soon. i don't wanna die young. haha

i know this wk is going to be insanely busy. but i'm soooo looking forward to the road trip on sat! going to scotland for 4D 3N! haha edinburgh and the highlands. which i've went in june this yr actually but i don't mind going again. we'll be spending 2 nights in this huge lodge! haha i honestly can't wait. i love travelling. sigh. now i'm not sure if i'll be spending new yr in bangkok with my pri sch friends..oh well

alright..attempting to read econs for one more hr before i slp and wake up damn early tmr!

Cheers

It isn't a love story, but a story about love

in manchester for a week plus.. haha generally it's a pretty nice city to be in

yea and my room is still in a mess

went to the movies today

caught this really nice indie love comedy: 500 Days Of Summer

not sure if it will be screened in spore, but pls go download or watch it online!

haha its so awesome in a funny way

and it makes ya ponder bout stuff too

Boy meets girl. Boy falls in love. Girl doesn't.

almost wanted to catch Dorian Gray though. think im going to read up on him haha

anyway i recently listened to this really ancient backstreet boy song: How Did I Fall In Love With You

hooked onto it now haha

The irony of it all

I didn't know it could feel like this
I didn't know the hurt
And I try to explain to myself
But I can't find no word

So I lie about it
And I tell 'em I'm feeling fine
And I'll cry about it
Hoping tomorrow will change my mind

Happiness has come to this
And God, it's such a heavy burden to bear

I didn't know it could be like this
I didn't know it could go so far
And I try to reveal the part of me
But you can't find no scar

And I lie about it
And I tell 'em I'm feeling fine
And I cry about it
Hoping tomorrow will change my mind

Happiness has come to this
And God, it's such a heavy burden to bear

i guess i'm happy to leave after all

and you'll be happy as well

i'm finally ready to head on with life! yayness

the thing about scars is that although they no longer hurt, they will always remind you of the pain that once existed.

and they can't be removed - to punish/kill you softly. haha how morbid

one step at a time

decided to blog right now cuz im afraid i'll be too lazy

haha had a surprise party just now at zesa's hse

heh sweet surprise

all the minute details really showed the effort they put in

from the turquoise plates&cups to the shirt&shorts to the spastic party hat to the pizza hut's spicy drumlets(like 20 of them)

haha really appreciated it guyssss

once again, i would like to say thanks for putting a smile on my face!

was conversing with shien just now..

bemused with this:

sees through the master plan

omg stef just showed me this article that combing leads to hair loss

now i'm seriously at a loss

those who are on speaking terms with me know that i can't survive without a comb. haha

anways, some said i've crossed over to the dark side

haha maybe yes maybe no

i really loved looking at the dark waters yest