the opposite of lost & found = found & lost

I would give up everything
Before I'd separate myself from you
After so much suffering
I've finally found unvarnished truth

I was all by myself for the longest time
So cold inside
And the hurt from the heart it would not subside
I felt like dying until you saved my life

Thank God I found you
I was lost without you
My every wish and every dream
Somehow became reality

When you brought the sunlight
Completed my whole life
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
'Cause, baby, I'm so thankful I found you

I would give you everything
There's nothing in this world I wouldn't do
To ensure your happiness
I'll cherish every part of you

Because without you beside me I can't survive
Don't wanna try
If you're keeping me warm each and every night
I'll be all right 'cause I need you in my life

Thank God I found you
(I'm thanking you)
I was lost without you
(So lost without you)
My every wish and every dream
(Every dream, every dream)
Somehow became reality

When you brought the sunlight
(Brought the sunlight)
Completed my whole life
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
'Cause baby I'm so thankful I found you.

See I was so desolate
Before you came to me
Looking back I guess it shows
That we were destined to shine

After the rain to appreciate
The gift of what we have
And I'd go through it all over again
To be able to feel this way

[somehow i feel like doing bungee-jump

drown out my cries

so i can hear myself no more

it's all about taking that leap]

Till The End

All these precious moments
With you by my side
Must be a gift from heaven
that's holding me all right
I don't know how I found you
I'm thankful that I have
Now that I have a love so true
To hold to keep to share


In my heart I can no longer hold inside
All of the love I used to hide
I'll always be with you until the very end

In this world there is no place I'd rather be
You are my life my soul my girl
And through it all
I know you're come to see
that you're the one till the end

All my friends around me Say you'd be gone too soon
Baby i'm gonna make then see
We've found our way back home

We'll always be till the end

Just So You Know

bumming around now in front of the com

it's 1: 35 am

msn-ing, fb-ing, listening to songs

basically just waiting for tiredness to kick in

& letting realisation to sink in - early lecture tmr (well, 10am isnt early for s'pore unis haha)

went ice-skating last mon at spinningfields

outdoors skating rink ...awfully cold too

& i fell twice. ergh. now my right foot hurts like mad

can't even walk properly. gosh

& i need boots! saw this nice one.. but it's 255 pounds!!! by Russell & Bromley

but i may want Tod's boots.. shall wait for xmas sales

& now there's the manch xmas market!

so fcool.. all kinds of food

went for taylor swift and james morrison concert as well

james morrison wins hands down!

going to sheffield on dec 7 to catch the yeahs yeahs yeahs.

york on dec 5 for Betty's! high tea is amazing at Betty's! it's legendary.

should i go to sheffield on dec 6 as well? i alr bought the train ticket..now still pondering haha

& i'm not sure if i should run for Sing Soc treasurer too

ahhh

so many undecided things

oh anw i'm coming back on dec 17 instead!!!! (flight is dec 16)

yay escape from the cold in manch

gosh it's so fucking cold now.. 0 degrees nowww

-ve at night! im going to freeze to death soon. seriously

& im gng BANGKOK too! awesomeness

alright. 2 am now. maybe i should start sleeping soon

shit & my foot still hurtsssss

how to walk!!!!!!!?

24 hrs aint enough

i like how time really flies...

so sorry that i didn't update & reply to emails and everything cuz i have absolutely no time at all..for the past weeks at least

hopefully the following weeks will be better

i have like so many assignments and quizzes that are due this wk & i haven't touched them yet! argh

plus i joined AIESEC( go google it) & it has been really amazing so far. all the meetings and hrs time spent are definitely worth it. ooh i joined fencing too! once a week but i missed the session last wk. lol i shall go dutifully tmr. i enjoy it so far... it allows ya to poke and jab ppl intentionally

and my weekends are really packed as well..have been in other uk states for the past weekends actually. went to oxford. then york. then loughborough for a conference last wk.

the conference was truly amazing. it was like an induction conference for new AIESEC members & i had a hell lot of fun there. haha update yall when im back. which is pretty soon actually. i'll be back in s'pore soon before i know it. haha & ive started to miss s'pore now! the food, my bed, family and friends. sigh. well, it's not that i ain't having fun here.. just that sometimes ya dont have someone close to talk to. cuz you make sooooo many friends but none are on a personal level yet. just random talks..for fun..you know what i mean. it's so hard to strike a chemistry with others cuz i always compare them to my close friends in s'pore. haha anw it's rly awesome meeting so many international ppl from all over the world. ppl from like germany,romania,macau,malaysia,greece,cyprus and so on. hanging out with singaporeans may be comfortable, but somehow it defeats the purpose of going abroad to study. oh well, it's about being in ur comfort zone or stepping out i guess.

i think i should find my focus once again. cuz i've been all over the place and done things i shouldn't have done. i guess it's about sticking to your principles and not wavering.

& it's so weird that i'm losing weight. like seriously. i don't wanna be as skinny as joy. i can almost see my rib cage. & i eat so much actually. think cuz i walk so much everyday that whatever i eat is being burnt out. plus i eat irregularly. fyi, i havent been cooking at all! sigh, the food outside is really unhealthy and expensive. gotta do something bout it soon. i don't wanna die young. haha

i know this wk is going to be insanely busy. but i'm soooo looking forward to the road trip on sat! going to scotland for 4D 3N! haha edinburgh and the highlands. which i've went in june this yr actually but i don't mind going again. we'll be spending 2 nights in this huge lodge! haha i honestly can't wait. i love travelling. sigh. now i'm not sure if i'll be spending new yr in bangkok with my pri sch friends..oh well

alright..attempting to read econs for one more hr before i slp and wake up damn early tmr!

Cheers

It isn't a love story, but a story about love

in manchester for a week plus.. haha generally it's a pretty nice city to be in

yea and my room is still in a mess

went to the movies today

caught this really nice indie love comedy: 500 Days Of Summer

not sure if it will be screened in spore, but pls go download or watch it online!

haha its so awesome in a funny way

and it makes ya ponder bout stuff too

Boy meets girl. Boy falls in love. Girl doesn't.

almost wanted to catch Dorian Gray though. think im going to read up on him haha

anyway i recently listened to this really ancient backstreet boy song: How Did I Fall In Love With You

hooked onto it now haha