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Tuesday, May 01, 2012

A thousand years

There are so many things that I regret in life.

Everyday I'm wishing how I could turn back time and not have acted the way I was

I've come to realization that I've lost you. that you're no longer part of my life

but that's how things are anyway. People come and go. and you have to learn to adapt

 

but deep down, i truly wished i've never said those stuff. stuff that ended up smearing everything


Wednesday, March 14, 2012

it's simple just like that

As i'm currently doing a report about the financial and subprime crisis, i can't help but think how the mechanics of this turmoil is evident in my personal life.

By creating legitimate financial products such as CDOs from a pool of mortgage, credit card loans...and whatsoever, those asshole bankers are creating something out of nothing.

Very clever indeed yes, but too much of a good thing is a bad thing. 

I feel like i'm in a crisis too. All the worries and insecurities that i have are constantly affecting me

Likewise, i don't wanna create something out of nothing when i'm not even sure what i'm going through. then again, no one knows

It's scary to be stuck, to be stagnant. I've got a feeling that 5 years later down the road, i would still be asking myself these same questions.

Do you reckon that taking a gap year off, to do some soul searching really works? 

 

I am not a risk taker, but right now i feel that taking this risk is necessary.

 


Friday, April 22, 2011

Someone like you

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you, 
I wish nothing but the best for you, too, 
Don't forget me, I beg, 
I remember you said, 
"Sometimes it lasts in love, 
But sometimes it hurts instead," 
Sometimes it lasts in love, 
But sometimes it hurts instead, yeah, 

Nothing compares, 
No worries or cares, 
Regrets and mistakes, they're memories made, 
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste? 


nice getting stoned and being out of this world


Thursday, March 17, 2011

To be in doubt is pain

I thought that i had it all

but no. I thought that i was happy..

but then again, what is happiness?

I once thought that i would sacrifice anything for happiness

foolishness maybe.

I know that i've made mistakes 

but never was it my intention for others to suffer

Sometimes, I really wished that things could be a whole lot easier

one defined straight path for us to cross

but reality is that we get lost all the time

I hope one day you will understand what I'm trying to understand now


Sunday, March 06, 2011

life as it is

i've no idea since when i became so dodgy

by falling in love with hardstyle music and trance 

introduced to deadmau5, kiddfectious, headhunterz, noisecontrollers, laidback luke, gareth wyn, above and beyond and so much more

plus i really wanna go for creamfields and qlimax

omggg it will be mindblowing. like literally

close your eyes, listen to the music and when ya open them, everything becomes slow-mo and the lights are oh so bright

haha one of the few moments in your life when ya wish time could stop

this is hardstyle generation.

 



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